by Lindakroll | Jul 30, 2018 | Cancer Gifts, Inner Wise SELF
My Darling Linda, I see you, Sweetheart. I see how you struggle to walk your talk. I know that you KNOW the value of attending to your feelings, and I see how valiantly and diligently you avoid doing that. I’m here with you, Love, Go eat chocolate if you need to, but...
by Lindakroll | Jul 30, 2018 | Cancer Gifts, Love Notes from Yogi Baba, Poems and Prayers
Avoiding My Feelings Instead of turning toward them I often turn away In fear that something I might feel Would spoil the coming day. Or maybe I would cry a bit Or let the sadness come. The feelings that I hold at bay Or usually outrun. I will not stop and face them...
by Lindakroll | Jul 30, 2018 | Cancer Gifts, Poems and Prayers
Dearest G-d, Please show me the way to handle all that I have to deal with in the next several months and beyond. I know I’ m avoiding my feelings and avoiding meditating, and just focusing on getting through the day. I’m trying to be strong, and stoic, and positive,...
by Lindakroll | Jul 30, 2018 | Cancer Gifts, Poems and Prayers
Chicken Soup Will Help Stage 4 lymphoma trying not to feel the terror and the horror as I realize that’s real. I wake up in the morning forgetting what is true and feeling my new balding head while hair falls out anew. Getting through each moment treating what I can...
by Lindakroll | Jul 30, 2018 | Cancer Gifts, Love Notes from Yogi Baba, Poems and Prayers
Alice and Dorothy I was always Cinderella, looking for my handsome Prince. Nah… Alice and Dorothy As the rabbit hole goes deeper, and free fall makes me spin. The tornado takes me up, around and down and back again. The shards of my existence whiz by with no direction...
by Lindakroll | Jul 30, 2018 | Cancer Gifts, Poems and Prayers
Dearest G-d, The Lord is My Shepherd, I shall not want….. I let go and let G-d. I surrender to Your wisdom and Your will. I’m not sure why I’m facing this challenge, but I know You will comfort me. I will trust that what You have planned for me is in my highest, and...
